Rip this animal from me
A horn baring beast
It's so unrelenting
Convince me otherwise
That what he tells me isn't true
Trapped in these walls
With only one way out
Help me I don't think there's a way out
Give me a reason that I should stay
Hold up examples of how things have changed
Tell me it would matter if I left today
The loathe of my mother convinced
Me to stay
Tell my family I'm sorry for the choice that I made
I promise in due time you'll all be okay
Move on from this dark place
In hopes that floating will lift off the weight
No sign of God
But there's a sign heaven is vacant
Force my hand, away from the trigger
Help me kick the chair from under my sneakers
Leave me to hang from the rafters
Swinging as your ears fill with my laughter
Shake my body to see that it's lifeless
Breathe your air from your lungs into mine and
Cry yourself to sleep
Let your memories erase me
Look me in my cold dead eyes