What if I had gone
What if I had gone with you
Interstellar journey to a place that I can breathe
Now, I'm honest with myself
And it honestly feels like hell
To know I screamed at a sky
And prayed to a guy that can't hear me
Tell me was I wrong
Tell me was I wrong baby
Running from a place that I knew was safe
I found solace in who I then became
And I watched myself decay
Felt like I fell from the sky
And landed as somebody else
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to reach you
But I can't seem to get aligned
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to find you
When you left, you had said you would call
Now, I'm standing here all on my own
I know it's not the same
Know it's not the same honey
The love I used to know
Melted like the snow
Now, I'm drowning in who we used to be
Something feels so far away from me
Please just get out of the bed
That you made for yourself in my brain
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to reach you
But I can't seem to get aligned
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to find you
When you left, you had said you would call
Now, I'm standing here all on my own
Oh, I need you out
I need you out
I need you out
I need you out
I need you out
I need you out
I need you now
I need you out
But, I need you now
But, I need you out
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to reach you
But I can't seem to get aligned
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying to find you
When you left, you had said you would call
Now, I'm standing here all on my own