It was a new feel
Getting to know you
A clear mind
And you know I miss it so much
(The ground wet from snow)
Memories of unknown elation
Yet my insecurity's a firm integration
Yeah, I'm still the same wreck
Writing songs doesn't help my case
When I'm focused on a feeling that has gone away
I mean, I was nervous and you were too
I'm comfortable for the most part and I'm good with you
I'm good with you
I have an old fear that continues to haunt me
I thought commitment would kill it
I guess not
I guess not
I tell myself I'm gonna act different but
Situations arise, I still act the same
(I wish I could change)
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
I'm still bitter but you love the same
For you I'll try for a better day
I don't deserve all the things you say
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
I'm still bitter but you love the same
For you I'll try for a better day
I don't deserve all the things you say