Hey I lost a life today 'Cause since you've been away I'm aching, I'm breaking to pieces While you're laughing, I'm clinically speechless But hey, I couldn't make you stay Maybe we're both to blame Wish I realized you were changing Hearing sorry is so damn draining Remember back in 2020, baby? In that studio on church street (Ahhh) I was caught up in your promises, maybe now it's for the best If you're not in my head, to me your dead Oh darling, you don't exist I bet I'm hard to forget, burned like your cigarettes Hope you're happy, 'cause there's nobody left Darling you're dead Dead Alright It's been quite some time Since I looked you in the eyes You're hopeless, I know it, believe me I know there was nothing worth keeping Remember back when you were all about me You and I until the final breath? Ironic that you couldn't live without me Cause you died the minute that you left You're not in my head, to me you're dead Oh darling, you don't exist I bet I'm hard to forget, burned like your cigarettes Hope you're happy, 'cause there's nobody left Darling you're dead You're dead You didn't ever give a damn about me All you ever did was fucking doubt me Did you ever give a damn what I think? Was only happy when I wasn't drowning Swear to god I saw stars aligning Now you're moving on in record timing Like you were always gonna fucking leave You're dead to me You're not in my head, to me ur dead Oh darling, you don't exist I bet I'm hard to forget, burned like your cigarettes Hope you're happy, 'cause there's nobody left Darling you're dead You're dead Darling you're dead You're dead Darling you're dead Darling you're dead