Sick heathens acting darker than dusk Crickets creaking the night settles like dust On your old desk we fead to the flame We burned everything in the heat of the change You took the ashes and used them like war paint And the embers singed my arm since I lack self restraint Icy water with a glacial hum filling up the sink Let that lean stream run Inflict me predictability and patterns we're caught up in Consume me like the pills they're meant to help But they do nothing Drink every last drop of blood A vampiric mirage And you're stuck in the mud The river of cells flowing Biblical hell growing Your body's beat is slowing Should have listened to the omen Take care of yourself Your talent and poise Sea shells blare white noise and I'm taunted By that voice They call me the dark warden Bringer of despair I'm the Kraken you let out When you let down your hair I'm every damaged braincell from every drunken night And a buildup of concussion form every street fight I'm you're own self-doubt and you're own self loathing And truth can be hear with every word spoken Your dignity and prowess I leave on the floor broken And paranoid delusions form when you've been smoking He roars like a lion in a pit Scrambling claws against the walls of my brain like "Let me in" gelatine buy one get one free with extra Sin session binge doing everything to get away from him And his outlook, well he's grounded in my nightmares Watching from the corner of the room in his high chair Mum and dad I'm quite scared but I don't see their faces Through the haze at me with solar rays Rely on my pain again Take me away I wanna get away from nights off my face Even when deranged in the strangest place Change the name drive it down the highway speeding Every crevice bleeding and the pattern keeps repeating You're a slave to me, give endless days to me Every wasted day scanning web pages for ages While your brains freeze I make stains on your memories Blasting gages through every Happy thought you had caged Are you ready for the next stage? I'm all about the rage Jump straight form your heart Don't listen to the headaches Next page reads like a faustian pact For every high you've ever had You're in debt to pay back Fakers with their snakey plans Taking every way they can Promise me the promised land Always want the upper hand The tables always turn Thank you for expressing your concern I'm a robot AI with every word I learn Battery spattering as they burn Acid leaking licked by the bonfire I might be fucking with the wrong guy Am I rights a wrong rights Upside-down and to the north My compass has all gone crazy As my vision distorts and I pause Slow down shrapnel flying A colliding crash like lightning I'm dying oh fuck I'm dying Oh fuck it's over Never got to say that I could dye sober I'm dying. Oh fuck I'm dying oh fuck it's over Never got to say I could die sober