I should be righting my wrongs Yeah I shouldn't be writing this song Threw my desires into a good person Cause they're really tough and can handle them all Came in a dreamer But woke in the night I live on my own guess that's something alright But I had some goals that I should have crossed off And each day I get closer than close to the light I'm chalking my manifestations it's something I have to hold onto I can repeat all my trauma and act like it's nothing Realities come through Something I'm born to be But the universe shows its true colors it's not what they told you Nature puts on a good filter till you get exposed to Anger and sadness, short fuses they go off at any moment I can't go back no no I cant see something that ain't there I cant see you no more less heavens knocking at my door Go back Back Can't go back Back Why my patience so thin When did all this happen I sat in my room so long while time just kept on passing When should I just let go When should I give in more Why can't you have good months where there ain't another downpour I feel like I hit a low level cause I push my mental real hard till it bends and I Thought the time would go slower if I paid attention instead of regret so I Lived every moment like it was my last And I guess how I did that was stuck in my room writing lyrics not talking to no one I give what I get and the world taught me that now I I can't go back no no I cant see something that ain't there I cant see you no more less heavens knocking at my door Go back Back Can't go back Back