I've spent all the money I'm making just trying to prove what I'm worth That don't even make sense Like a child I'm counting my friends on my fingers need one hand And I'm not really good at the personal shit I keep to myself ever since a kid Look at you looking at me and you said How do you do it? You know stay positive I looked at the ground and I took a deep breath Thought to myself, yeah just for a sec Sigh and I said man I don't really know I guess I never wanted the weakness to show Cause if I start crying then you gonna cry And I don't want you crying I want you to know I gotta pretend so the others are happy That's really been just how it goes been just how it goes Your love ain't enough when it rains I'm driving but just wanna brake At home when I'm wanting a place Alone but I'm wanting some space Love ain't enough when it rains I'm tired I'm tired I lay I'm changing and that's who I blame I'm changing and that's who I blame What ever happened to you Would you ever have done all those things If I hit all your marks if I made all the Checks in your box would hold me And keep me real close like you promise I never wish this on a person I never wish this Cause I'm learning and growing a beautiful version I'm brighter than all of you see me a star and hell yeah I stopped calling you don't even follow you Proud of you oh are you proud of me Why do you wait till I'm smiling to say it Why do you wait till I do what's amazing Why do you wait till theirs something you're gaining a steeper destination I keep on traveling as I get older I've been getting sad And I'm needing my purpose to keep on the path And I'm needing my purpose to show where I'm at Cause I'm stuck and I Sitting on the same road, the leaves blow trying to catch my breath again I'm Watching other people they seem so simple simple Sitting on the same road, the leaves blow trying to catch my breath again I'm Watching other people they seem so simple simple Your love ain't enough when it rains I'm driving but just wanna brake At home when I'm wanting a place Alone but I'm wanting some space Love ain't enough when it rains I'm tired I'm tired I lay I'm changing and that's who I blame I'm changing and that's who I blame Notice a look in their eyes am I crazy I think that they thinking that I might be crazy I'm trying my best to forget that it's crazy The world don't revolve around me but it may be Safely getting all the way back home And I got what people want but not enough I know And they say it's all in my head and I know I know I've been telling you what's in my head you say it's a joke I'm not laughing, just imagining Took a passionate person on a bad streak caught em in a bad week Hanging in the back streets, stress keep on eating them up right in the ally Such a sad scene So you turn blind eye no surprise Cause you don't like what I'm feeling inside rewind Your love ain't enough when it rains I'm driving but just wanna brake At home when I'm wanting a place Alone but I'm wanting some space Love ain't enough when it rains I'm tired I'm tired I lay I'm changing and that's who I blame I'm changing and that's who I blame