Sick of the people they keep bringing me down
You take me higher, I'm telling the truth now
All of the mirrors I'm looking in
I was afraid and I know that you knew this
Not gonna criticize
Not the judgemental type
You have your rants and I have all my baggage
Musics my first I don't care what the past is
Remember that fight it was just one night but it felt like an earthquake
You were spending more time trying to make things right but I needed my own space
Sorry for the way I was treating you
Never intended to ever be mean to you
But I got big dreams, ripped jeans, and a big cup
Gotta fill it all, fill it way up
You're holding me back
You're holding me back
Said you wouldn't do that
Said you wouldn't do that
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
You that I cannot get rid of
You that I cannot get rid of
You're holding me back
You're holding me back
Said you wouldn't do that
Said you wouldn't do that
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
You that I cannot get rid of
You that I cannot get rid of
Yes we had some special shit going like a good deal
But that all at once was getting way too real
Anxiety rising, worse than before
Crying alone while I drop to the floor
Beauty in pages, make up on faces
Standards set up for the nameless
How the hell am I suppose to keep smiling
Life is too full of surprises
Anger has got no demise and
Pressure coming from both sides and maybe I overthink especially you and me
You were an angel
But I gotta let go, you let go, let go
Because
You're holding me back
You're holding me back
Said you wouldn't do that
Said you wouldn't do that
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
You that I cannot get rid of
You that I cannot get rid of
You're holding me back
You're holding me back
Said you wouldn't do that
Said you wouldn't do that
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
Now I'm stuck giving a whole fuck
You that I cannot get rid of
You that I cannot get rid of