Well there's a bad thought rapping on my back door That woke the past, darling, dragging out our last war And cued the coda to a re-run episode I forgot Where you say you're sorry you slipped and I think you probably meant you're sorry you're caught You're like a Rorschach showing what my mind wants A mental buckshot shooting down my bright thoughts I'm like the gun-shy Fucked-over-once type A victim of love that left me cut up on one side And if that's your one default condition then you're vision-deprived And I could hate myself for calling But then you'd love to see me blue Count the ways I've paid for falling On every hard time you put me through Console myself from the coast to the belt From Ankara to port monde du But I'd still hate myself for all the love that I felt for you You're like a four state shuffle-playing hoedown I get your boredom, rage, love and all your hope, now You're Arizona, west of the New Mexican border But you spend a lot of Colorado paper at the Utah store And I could hate myself for calling But then you'd love to see me blue Count the ways I've paid for falling On every hard time you put me through Console myself from the coast to the belt From Ankara to port monde du But I'd still hate myself for all the love that I felt for you I'd still hate myself for all the love that I felt for you