I only worry that I'm crazy Cause if it's at all true Then it's all true You know i hate lying Cause I hate wasting time You said soon we'll be leaving this place And the life it defined And you were lookin hella phased I was still making up my mind I put them words in the open and they oxidized Falling, golden and heavy, in the middle of the room You were pouring over them, I was pouring over you Snagged by the glinting of your open, glossy eyes Tryna decide if it's clarity, or a reflection Is it careful tension, or an embarrassing infection? We can't get any closer without touching, I said And I can't put my hand there Without going through it Without us both going through it And they say the day you die is when you meet your match So you're probably hoping that I cut you some slack And that wouldn't be so bad If I didn't have to eat But if I catch sleep in the shower I can maybe get an hour Cause now I know the difference Now I know the difference Between a prayer and a preference Between desire and a deference Cause I always leave with love A new pouch in my pocket It's a sweet, slow drip, but in my vice grip It's all gone by the morning Ya know ya man always want more in the morning You're the heroine Good god yeah you feel so smooth When you come through, I see you On the next page in the wreckage of the towers in flames Handing out blankets to the families praying Baby I'm a young lover down on my luck Undercover as a stick in the mud Yeah I'm a fixer-upper And if you're a nip-tucker Then I can be your partner man I can be your partner like Chan and Chris Tucker Without touching, though, no I can't do without touching If that's asking too much we can just close the book But don't ya wanna know if you're supposed to look I wanna know if ya know my name Should I go, should I go say hey? Should a ghost say hey?