On the dawn of the day when my life ends I'll make my way down to the kitchen And work on scrambling an egg On the dawn of the day when I will die I'll tell a stupid joke to my mother And surely she will sigh I've been left alone for far too long Community has always eluded me So I've wallowed in my inner sad song At the end of my life, I'll be sick to my stomach Cause no matter how cruel this world's been to me I know I'll find reasons to miss it So I'm glad I haven't yet been found dead Cause that was never guaranteed to me Whether it be by my own hand Or the ruthless hand of the powers that be I see a distant hell When I stare into the eyes of my past self But there is only here and now On the eve of the day when it cuts to black I'll crawl out of bed at midnight And eat some disgusting prepackaged snacks On the eve of the day when I disappear I'll read a short story to my cousin's kids And hope they can live lives with less fear At the end of my life, I'll bury my brain Within memories of all the art I love Reflections of beautiful humanity I won't be afraid to go I've long since given up any sense of control I'll just know I never knew anything at all At the end of the dawn of the final day I'll say goodbye to the people I grew to love But there will still be endless words left to say