The people that you rely on Might one day have to leave you And I know it's a lot of responsibility To have an illness like this Something that will tell you You can't out of bed No no no, you're not allowed to smile You stupid fucking worthless shithead It's not that I don't want to talk to you It's just that I don't know how to I've got nothing to say, I'm afraid of everything I just don't want to tell you that I want to die again I just wish all the good things didn't have to end