We're all getting harder When we think we're getting softer Endless problems, stupid drama It wasn't high school It's human nature Quarantine my everything Water the plants you'd rather spring up to See me ending the one thing I have made For me, things aren't true Just because your therapist agrees That you were the only one with problems Surrounding all the things that happened I am haunted But I am trying not to worry about it Send me to hell You can leave me at the gate Fireworks exploding all over the place A defective orphan with a pale white face I've been told by the people I get close to That I hurt the people I get close to So I've been proactive And ended all of my relationships Distanced myself From anything close to companionship If I sit alone in my room all day Waiting for my body to decay If I sit alone in my room all day Waiting for my body to decay I'll be confident saying on my deathbed The only person that I hurt The only person that I hurt The only person that I hurt Was myself