I feel like life is a ticking time bomb and every day is another tick Towards our eventual deaths And I need to take down my calendar because I'm ticking away I'm scared and I'm anxious of what it means to do nothing Sometimes I dream about death but sometimes I dream about life And usually only one of them is a nightmare But I never dream about what's in between Because when I'm awake, that's what's happening And I'll try my best not to blame myself for my shitty situation And I'll try my best not to blame myself for my lack of successes Cause one day I'll be something instead of nothing I swear one day I'll be something instead of nothing I feel like I'm too young for my wisdom to have any wisdom And I feel like to an extent that's true