All my heroes are human And my gods are all dead And hopes hard to find So I'll hide out in bed I harbor a hatred For anyone left with A fragment of a smile I sewed on the bottle And that didn't help It only brought clarity Back to this hell It made me confront me That maybe I might need A break from myself for a while CH. And now I know myself a bit too well And I'm not sure I like what I've become Self loathing is overwhelming Every mirror is a loaded gun The past is the past And what's done is done There's no takin' back All the times I've fucked up I misplaced my hatred And traded in love For a feeling so fleeting And countless apologizes Cause I'm not one for much To learn from my mistakes I tend to hide behind the habits I can't shake If you really knew me I'm not sure you'd like me So I'll remain concealed in regret CH. Can we change or are our ways too set in stone