What once we believed To be so glorious and freeing's Just a crutch And in retrospect the good times That we've had don't seem so worth it When i'm waking up in cold sweat Shakin on some stranger's white leather couch With a head full of regrets I've made up my bed Now i guess it's time to sleep Swaddled up in sterile white sheets I'm losin touch Little blue pills To help me sleep Don't like my life So i take seven when i drink Wake up in the AM Still shakin from the mayhem With the door off its hinge Call me lady vodka There's only three tears i can shed Weary and broken But just can't rest well in this bed Ink stained carpets And stolen cars I gave you everything And all you gave me were these scars I fucking hate you (I fucking hate you) God damn i love you (God damn i love you) But we both know if we ever Stick together We'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy When skies are grey You are my heroin But there's an abcess Goddamn we missed the vein She's scratchin her pen Through the pages in her notebook Scratchin the blade of her knife Into her hip (At least they're hidden) A quarter of our lives gone by Knees nailed to the ground Begging for more Forcin' that needle in his vein Forcin that liquor down his throat (Well that's just how i cope) Quarter of our lives gone by Knees nailed to the ground Begging for more I fuckin hate you (I fuckin hate you) God damn i love you (God damn i love you) But we both know if we ever stick together we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy When skies are grey You are my heroin But there's an abcess Goddamn we missed the vein I fuckin hate you I fuckin hate you God damn i love you God damn i love you But we both know if we ever stick togeter We'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy When skies are grey You are my heroin But there's an abcess Goddamn we missed the vein You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy But the skies are still so grey