It feels like it's just you Sitting in your room And every day just feels the same Your friends quit calling you And your borrowed car got totaled And your insurance fell through And everyone you used to trust now has it out for you So that you feel lonely, too And you try really hard not to give into the dark But you wonder what the point of it is And you're dying deep inside and you're crying every night And you hope to find something more than just attention More than something that goes away Something to remind you there's something to hold on to Even though it feels far away Heaven doesn't fool me though it once controlled me And took away my pureness of heart But I've been looking clearer out a rearview mirror I found myself, found myself, found myself, found myself And then the sun breaks through your gloomy cloud of doom And the friends you made along the way all double back for you And the horse that you rode in on gets a brand new pair of shoes And everyone who cheered you on is waiting there for you And they're playing their kazoos