There's more to life than being young and in love But I can't think of much The heat from the street makes my broken heart beat My blood boils over and sinks to my feet I wanna be me When I look in the mirror I wanna like what I see Fighting the future lying through my teeth And shaming myself publicly Forty minutes at a time I leave my body and I float outside The bar or the club or the basement or the church And I start to feel like nothing I start to feel like nothing I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing hurts I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth I start to feel like nothing for whatever nothing's worth