Allow me to get Polaroid with you I wrote this in the middle of December Talk about some shit I could remember Wife beater and some corduroy slippers 40 on the countertop A 40 in the fridge Lil wody wanna bang the block But shorty's just a kid See he would always blame his pops for how he used to live Bang rags Slang crack Even got it off the bitch Still managed to skip two grades cause the youngin had gifts Mind of a legend Even had hood myths How he would fight COs when he did his bid Long live Get a chance to bring you back then I'm all in When you left I'll be honest I was mad at you nigga But I remember You would tell me That I'm proud of you nigga Never hugged Tough love brought the best out a nigga But I ain't sad I'm just glad you made it out of here nigga You ain't here but you're here in me Only god could put fear in me You ain't here but you're here in me Only god could put fear in me Been taking days for granted I been cooking, counter tops But this right here stopped me Like I got hit with a rock I knew something was wrong when I had picked up the phone My bro gave me that look And he said our nigga gone Same nigga that I started with Rapping at shows Same nigga that I got it with when we was all broke Same nigga that would tell me that you give them niggas hope Same nigga that would call just to check on little bro You're my nigga Apart from all this rap shit Till my casket You're my nigga If I'm the last one standing Know I had to bring my nigga Through all the ups and downs I'm glad to call you my nigga But now all I got is shit that I remember You ain't here but you're here in me Only god could put fear in me You ain't here but you're here in me Only god could put fear in me