Wake up feeling stressed
Waking up in sweats
Wake up feeling lonely
The feelings so intense
Every day I wake up
A weight is a on my chest
I be scared to wake up
Cause I don't know what's next
Wake up feeling stressed
Waking up in sweats
Wake up feeling lonely
The feelings so intense
Every day I wake up
A weight is on my chest
If I don't ever wake up
Know that I did my best
I just told my ex
Our paths will intersect
I know this life's not for you
And for me, it's not the best
I'm selfish way too often
My family sees me less
Making time for the wrong shit
I tend to disconnect
But you ain't had to live through the shit that I've lived
Or do what I did to get the shit that I get
Knew when I was kid
We ain't came from much
That's why I ain't say too much
Witnessed my mom fall victim
To the system of cocaine and such
Within the same year, it was my uncles passing
On my birthday
I witnessed him in that casket
As I fall on my knees
I started to think
At least he's finally at peace
I try not to weep
Swallow my emotions till it's bottled
Plus the week that followed
Flora passed from a car roll
I'm totally a mess
I don't do well with death
On top of that I'm homeless
I'm too young for all this stress so I
Wake up feeling stressed
Waking up in sweats
Wake up feeling lonely
The feelings so intense
Every day I wake up
A weight is a on my chest
I be scared to wake up
Cause I don't know what's next
Wake up feeling stressed
Waking up in sweats
Wake up feeling lonely
The feelings so intense
Every day I wake up
A weight is on my chest
If I don't ever wake up
Know that I did my best
Tried to shake me
It won't break me
I won't let take my soul
Cause I been trying oh so hard
If it's my time, then take me whole
Before that happens
Need a chance to
Pick my bones and right my wrongs
I know time gone come gotta wake up
I know my time gone come gotta wake up
Lemme show you how we get down
Say what
You got ups for somebody to roll
No tucks
You can't fuck with me
Not even close
Look up
You probably see us
Cause we not on the floor unless we
(Get down)
Nah, this money stop
(Mama said)
All these honeys gone flock
Don't trust hard
They gone envy yo spot
(Let me show you how we get down)
Stagger with my balance
A challenge remaining stable
Authentic in it
Don't get why y'all setting faith in these fables
Craft of a king
So don't act a scene at the table
It's fatal, we in the cut
My head spinning resembles dreidels
We on demand like xfinity cable
That's if I say so
A product
A prophet
It's prominent
Assimilate dominance
Minimizing with the enterprise considered a compliment
Not content
So I repent for my devilish ways
Embellished I'm heavily praised
The relish is steadily glazed
Repellant, they can't compel it
I smell it
The jealousy rage
Pardon my smell as I excel with the celery sage
Fly on the wall how I seen it all without being traced
On the curb like it's third
I'm just hoping I can secure the base
And life's the only bitch who might deserve a chase
The curtains called and center stage was worth the wait
Great
Lemme show you how we get down
Say what
You got ups for somebody to roll
No tucks
You can't fuck with me
Not even close
Look up
You probably see us
Cause we not on the floor unless we
(Get down)
Nah, this money stop
(Mama said)
All these honeys gone flock
Don't trust hard
They gone envy yo spot
(Let me show you how we get down)