Poison or patience To make me okay Cause I hate myself today Every second feels the same When I hate myself Waking up's a rip off I could be asleep but instead I'm here pissed off Thinkin bout a time that I said something dumb Shoulda caught a fat lip and then some Maybe that would make me feel better? Throwing up my error and I put it under pressure Take it back No chance, No way, Never No hope, too late Poison or patience To make me okay Cause I hate myself today Every second feels the same When I hate myself today I hate myself today I don't wanna be upset anymore Body far from my head Spiral on the bedroom floor I'm circling the drain, better slow it down Fuck it never mind watch me go around And momma I'm an internet hero Don't pay a therapist I got my 1s and my 0s To keep me company when I'm feeling low Oh god I can't afford to be original So it's Poison or patience To make me okay Cause I hate myself today Every second feels the same When I hate myself today I hate myself today Oh god I hate myself today I paid the price for change I learned to bare the weight Now I'm selling out for pain And I hate myself today