Crying on my angels wings
Crying in my angels wings
All these scares but I'm no doctor
Its no shock I'm goin under
What's the sense of making sense
I spent my last fuck on you
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in
No life vest I hold my breath
I'm drowning in these mixed up feelings
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in
I'm at battle with myself
I need help on mental health
I'm fucked up can't help myself
I lose focus thoughts go hopeless
I'm smiling on the outside crying on the inside
I'm crying on the inside
I'm smiling on the outside crying on the inside
I'm crying on the inside
I won't live long I'll die forever
Don't switch up like changing weather
I need you now more than ever
What's the sense of making sense
I spent my last fuck on you
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in
No life vest I hold my breath
I'm drowning in these mixed up feelings
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in
I'll tell a story just to you
There's 2 people in my head
One is the old me the other the new me
The old one says I'm off the edge
I'm smiling on the outside crying on the inside
I'm crying on the inside
I'm smiling on the outside crying on the inside
I'm crying on the inside
The new one says fuck all that shit
No more set backs I fixed it
I'm not ever giving up
I'm not ever giving up
What's the sense of making sense
I spent my last fuck on you
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in
No life vest I hold my breath
I'm drowning in these mixed up feelings
It's a battle ship my heart is sinking
Reality hit it's sinking in