One year ringing It's still there Trauma of twenty eighteen It's still up in the air I'm still holding on And I'm trying not to care Everything that I've done wrong Follows me everywhere I'm still treading on Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts Because I will carry on The weight of everything I've lost They tell me Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Cause there's no way around it There is no way around it There is no way around it And there's no way Three years ringing I'm still here Never thought I'd make it this far Keep running from the fear I'm still holding on And I'm trying not to care Everything that I've done wrong I want to disappear I'm still treading on Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts Because I will carry on The weight of everything I've lost The weight of everything I've lost Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Cause there's no way around it There is no way around it There is no way around it And there's no way Try not to think about it Try not to think about it Try not to think about it No don't you think about it Cause there's no way around it There is no way around it There is no way around it And there's no way