Throwing blue bills, taking blue pills
ELEMENTO and Kano you know we gonna kill
Please don't even look at me (yeah, yeah)
I try to change but you still make a big deal
Yea big deal used to make a big deal, big deal
Throwing blue bills, taking pills
Make a big deal, big deal (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Diamonds all up in my wrist
People hate it when I do this
I came up from the ground
Nobody don't know me anymore (yeah)
I got black parts all over my face
They censor me yeah cause that's still a case
All of my friends need me, but I am leaving (yeah)
Taking these pills to numb all the pain
When she let me I do it again
She call me insane
I thought she had a college degree when she give me brain
Move out of my lane
They would look at me at life and called me ugly (yeah)
Now they're aware, people thinking that really just rained (yeah,yeah)
Throwing blue bills, taking blue pills
ELEMENTO and Kano you know we gonna kill
Please don't even look at me (yeah, yeah)
I try to change but you still make a big deal
Yea big deal used to make a big deal, big deal
Throwing blue bills, taking pills
Make a big deal, big deal (yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yea)
I don't even know who's real, big deal
Got some problems in my head that I can't fix
You keep playing with my mind playing mind tricks
Said that you didn't want me, but you want me now
All this money and this fame is what change things
Gucci belts on my waist and the diamond rings
Being alone all the time is what fame brings
So much ice on my wrist look like skating rink (yeah)
Manny said he got ice on his wrist like a skating rink
I got ice on my wrist like a skating rink (yeah)
Used to be broke laying in the dirt (yeah)
Now I gotta ice going up my neck it really hurt (yeah)
Nobody understands me at all like you did
I was trappin way back when I was a kid (yeah)
So much fame from this music LV send me mids (yeah)
Even though I got my music, my girl is what I miss
Im poppin these pills, left and right
So I can get away from the demons i fight
You'll never catch me sober one night
Im stuck in the dark
I see all these shadows and you were my light
I got all these demons that you helped me fight (yeah, yeah)
I try to change but you still make a big deal
Yea big deal used to make a big deal, big deal
Throwing blue bills, taking pills
Make a big deal, big deal (yeah, yeah, yeah)