What is this shiver that is scrolling down my spine? I feel like the walls are caving In Do you remember when I always used to smile? These memories are killing me. Killing me 'Cause I'm never enough And I always give up A useless piece of shit and I never finish what I start With my head always down And my headphones on I will never be the same I am always on my own Alone! I've put myself into fire trying to chase my dreams Put my head underwater There's some secrets I can't keep You can't erase what you've done and those marks on my skin Who will pay for my nightmares And wasting my best years? Nooo! You stole every piece Every piece of my sanity I'm now on my knees I have lost my identity I've put myself into fire trying to chase my dreams Put my head underwater There's some secrets I can't keep You can't erase what you've done and those marks on my skin Who will pay for my nightmares And wasting my best years? I still remember the last words you said to me And I can't take it anymore (And I can't take it anymore, And I can't take it anymore) You tear me down from the inside out My words won't be ignored (I still remember the last words you Said to me, And I can't take it anymore) I've put myself into fire trying to chase my dreams Put my head underwater There's some secrets I can't keep You can't erase what you've done and those marks on my skin Who will pay for my nightmares And wasting my best years? Too many secrets that I can't keep That I can't keep anymore Too many times I have seen this shit Swallowing words and closing doors The darkness is consuming me I feel the pain on my bones And I'll let him take control of my body I'll let him take me home. You can't erase what you've done and those marks on my skin Who will pay for my nightmares And wasting my best years?