I contradict Myself too much For my own good I'm made of lust For love and loss And when I lose myself I'll set the grass ablaze I'll burn my face July came through and I grew up in just a day My wings are stuck inside the clay And I could break out but I stay why must I stay? Elevation with a friend I keep losing all of them August only just began I already miss my hands Rigor mortis fix my brain so I can level out my shoddy aim I have a feeling you don't feel the same So do I trust my gut or do I walk away I move an inch The cracks will spread Hope they can't hear Or else I'm dead Stepped out of line a final time My ego grows but now I'm right Turn out the light I run away But I'm not scared I run to change What will I share? And now I'm shamelessly myself I'm fucking drained Am I unwell Serotonin in the shell I will dig myself through hell May is oh-so far away But tomorrow won't delay Dashing through the cloudless sky until I'm out of breath And my wings are lacking rest I know I didn't give much hope but when we're tying the rope I wanna hold ur hand and say I had fun We aren't done Lookin thru the trash so we can find one For memory My lovely I won't let it go until my job's done