I wither within when I'm without Baptized in sin and blessed with doubt Most nights I hardly know myself Sometimes I feel like someone else Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview Underneath, all apathy You're woven into my tapestry Did you ever love me at all? Sometimes I start to lose control Was I ever good enough for you? There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying You love me, I love you You don't love me anymore, I still do I'm sorry, I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying