I'm in my head
Not in my heart
That's why we feel so far apart
I'm just so lost
Stuck in these thoughts
And I hate to see you walking away
Another tragicomedy is playing out
Must be why there's RnB in speakers and it's playing loud
My heart is speeding so it's weird that I'm feeling down
Went from body work and sex appeal to peeling out
Hearing the pattern of heels and it's screaming at me
Fearing the shatter of feels while I'm screaming madly
Concealing the laugher I steal while I'm feeling badly
It's all I got I miss you, sadly
Used to think that we could weather any kinda storm
My sheets are cold and now my God Damn phone is warm
I kinda wish you got mad so I could feel the scorn
Cuz hell's got nothing on a broken heart with time to mourn
Used to be us
Now it's just me
All on my own for you to see
I'm just so sick
What I might miss
And my heart just sits here bleeding
I'm in my head
Not in my heart
That's why we feel so far apart
And I'm just so lost
Stuck in these thoughts
And I hate to see you walking away
Walking away
Hate to see you walking away
I don't intend to play the victim
I'm sick of never fitting in the system
Heart grows fonder when there's distance
Maybe I'll call it up, shut my mouth and listen
This shit is so taxing
I tell myself to use this time for hanging and relaxing
But instead it's just my memories I'm grasping
Knowing I was terrified of this exact thing
I've been a groom more times than a groomsman
I know I'm different I'm just trying to be a human
My taste is long acquired like ajwain or cumin
Tried to find a groove but I slipped and it turned gruesome
Used to be us
Now it's just me
All on my own for you to see
I'm just so sick
What I might miss
And my heart just sits here bleeding
I'm in my head
Not in my heart
That's why we feel so far apart
And I'm just so lost
Stuck in these thoughts
And I hate to see you walking away
Walking away
Hate to see you walking away
We're just so lost
Stuck in these thoughts
Sick of never fitting in the system
Heart grows fonder when there's distance
Heart just sits here bleeding
Walking away