I'm sipping on soda and coming in crazy Over the water, as blue as a baby And do I look like an F-14 OCD, a hurricane dream of the Navy? You're burning bright white and coming in lonesome Reading Bukowski down in the doldrums And you look like a daisy chained to your father's name And your war-torn brain, dressed in poems It's an ocean It's American marriage It's watching our parents fumble their love It's self-absorption It's my anxious creation that I'm not enough It's a hand on your back It's your dad Green and black But it's owning this ourselves And darlin' it is nothing else We're tangled like angels and rolling down Blue Ridge Igniting our souls as wax wings and heroin And does this feel like a shooting star A burning car, the highway tar on our footbed? Is it over? I promise I'm happy, it's just all this happened Like a coaster dropping you faster Turning me backwards and back again It's a coat 'round your arms It's the cards, it's our hearts Coming closer to something else It's a heaven, it's a holy hell I'm fearing my fate and falling like Titan Through the blue in the air, through holes in horizons And I'm screaming with arms outstretched for Something to happen But I am the master, I am the captain