Covered in things I should've thought of That I didn't think of That I should have thought of So what if it's all My decisions Or my indecision Oh, I just can't pick one You give me so much to be afraid of You give me so much to be afraid of There is so damn much that I'm afraid of You give me so much to be afraid of But I don't wanna lose Yeah, I just wanna win No, I don't wanna lose I just wanna win the war Swallowed my pride Packed up my things and went home early Not wrong to go home early Except that it steals your pride I was a child once I still am one, I know it But I just turned twenty And I feel time slipping by You give me so much to be afraid of You give me so much to be afraid of There is so damn much that I'm afraid of You give me so much to be afraid of But I don't wanna lose Yeah, I just wanna win No, I don't wanna lose, no I just wanna win the war I just wanna win So I'll know what I've been fighting for