I been down south, if I'm being honest I don't think nobody know what I'm feeling I got a side of me nobody knows Too many sins and I'm feeling so cold I know that I said that I don't wanna wake up But look at my sins, I'm not ready to go But I'm feeling cold, I don't wanna go Said I got my nutrients and I gotta chase it Ain't no time to waste But I'm searching for the purpose Gotta new crew and I feel better than ever To be honest, I would love for this shit to last forever 'Bout time to put that ego aside and we come together At the same time, I don't really trust nobody ever Never be the same since the things I went through Got so many things that I thought I'd never do Now I been going through war I been going through war I been going through war Yeah, I been going through war Since so many things that I hope not to see again Many hoes fuckin' diff place for the same fame I don't trust any woman when they say they ain't the same Pop a truth, anyone can say things that they don't meant Since I was a kid, I been hiding all my feelings As a boy, I was taught not to be prone by my weakness My only escape from this earth was my music Now that I'm mad and I gotta learn how to use it Make sure I don't blow it, gotta lock and I can close it Thought I keep my eyes open for the odds and snitches I been hearing stories 'bout me that I don't need to know Keep saying the same shit you prolly starting to believe it Thought I keep my mind straight, though I gotta live it Move on with a purpose, I move in, no one can see it The future is bright though my past got me bleeding To my last breath know that I will never give in I been going through war (I been going through war) I been going through war (I been going through war I been going through war (go fight it, go fight it) I been going through war (oh-oh) I been going through war I been going through war I been going through war I been going through war