Tell me why, am I the only one? That's feeling this way, and... Why do I have to feel this? I wanna be better, not bad... I'm so afraid, and I'm so terrified, Of everything inside my mind. I believe, that I... I can be better, I wanna be better, For you, for me, for everyone I love. I wanna be better, oh oh ohh... I wanna be better, yeah yeah... Don't give up on me, I need you to see, I know I told you too many times. I'm always trying, I'm always trying to survive. My loved ones, don't pull your hand away, I need you to stay, and I need you everyday. Cause I feel like I'm always lonely either way... I'm always lonely either way... Do you know what's even sad? When you know it's broken but you wanna fix it. But... You can't have it back. Thinking about things in the past, Thank god it didn't last. All the pain in me, Replaced with the drugs, be numb, So I can go fast. Now I live in my BLACK HEART, Cause when it was RED, Nobody really appreciate. Tell me why, am I the only one? That's feeling this way, and... Why do I have to feel this? I believe... that I... That I can be better, I wanna be better, For you, for me, For everyone that I love. I wanna be better, oh oh... I wanna be better...