I don't remember when you first touched me I never felt that I could say no In all the years that I let you love me I always put your needs before my own I never wanted to be In your perverted dreams No matter how loud I scream You'll never let me leave And every night I dream she forces me To let you back in my life And every night I dream she forces me To let you back in my life To let you back in my life To let you back in my life I always wonder why you chose me What made me special, what made me yours And every second that I let you hold me The world spins backwards and I come undone You gave me music in exchange for affection You lent your gift on the condition that I would be your flower But all it took was a butterknife to cut my stem in half I never wanted to be In your perverted dreams No matter how loud I scream You'll never let me leave And every night I dream she forces me To let you back in my life And every night I dream she forces me To let you back in my life To let you back in my life To let you back in my life To let you back in my life To let you back in my life