One time For my friends Keeping me alive but it all 'gon end eventually Am I meant to be this way (I'm ok) I'm ok But it don't look that way When I wake up Don't know what time it is But that break up It never hurt like this I never paid for the shit that I did If I don't get help, fuck a break, I'ma quit I'm anyones hell but you're making me sick And nothing I sell's 'boutta pay for the shit I ain't dead yet but I'm tryin' my best Never 'boutta make it I'm the only one left You ain't tryna hear about the shit that I kept Nothing makes sense but it's burning my chest, yeah I'm killing myself but my brain on 10 And ain't nobody know how afraid I am It all get worse when the sun go down And pour it all out 'til my head gon' drown And I'm overdue for my expiration You hated me but you'd never say shit Say shit, say shit I'm killing myself but my brain on 10 And ain't nobody know how afraid I am (I'm killing myself but my brain on 10) (And ain't nobody know how afraid I am)