Try to keep going but I lose my way
Twisting and turning alone in a maze
One step forward while taking two back
What can I do that will keep me on track
Who am I can't get it straight
What can I do to elevate
Look over mountains and trees
If it's true there can be a better me
Too many thoughts are filling my mind
They are distracting me and taking my time
The things i thought the things I did playing in my brain
Tried to hit fast forward but the track ain't gonna change
It's time to get it over with though it's me to blame
But past events are eating me reminding me the pain
Time to get moving
It's affecting my tuning
To you
How can it be
One time I do what's good
And I'm serving the way i should
But my inside is up and down
And I fall straight to the ground
Am I living a lie
Has it been fake all this time
Will I ever understand
First things first in case that you forgot
There are two souls in you one is good and one is not
You're wrestling a man who is cruel and corrupt
He's got a lot of tricks and we're fooled by his talk
His favorite one's depression cuz it leads to sin
He does it step by step slowly pulling you in
So before you're off the cliff which would be quite upsetting
Forget about distractions and thoughts that you're getting
When you are busy working don't let them in your mind
Cuz the time to think about these thoughts are only at set times
And for sure if during prayer it's all his evil plan
They're only there to mess it up push em with to hands
Be happy that you're getting them it's only cuz he fears
That you might overpower him and now he's getting scared
But you can pass the test cuz in you a soul is placed
To help you overcome any challenges you face
Wanna be free
Just wanna go away
I don't feel any need to stay
But my insides are up and down
Evil seems to have won the crown
I'm losing hope
Last string of the rope
Will I ever gain control
It's not about the win but all about the fight
Expelling lots of darkness with a little bit of light
It's okay if you're not perfect cuz that is not the goal
The only thing you've gotta do's subdue the evil soul
We are servants in the present always working on ourselves
G-D gets joy and pleasure even if it's not dispelled
So to attain the upper hand alacrity's the key
Laziness ain't gonna work you'll be left in defeat
Finally free
Fighting is my goal
For the freedom of my soul
Though my insides are up and down
And evil tries to control the town
I wont give in
I wont let it win
I wont let it gain control
The purpose of it all's evil change his ways
Reveal G-D in the worlds not only get his rays
Open up your eyes exit the phase
Final redemption speedily in our days
Finally free
Fighting is my goal
For the freedom of my soul
Though my insides are up and down
And evil tries to control the town
I wont give in
I wont let it win
I wont let it gain control