I'm trying to figure out why I'm lost
Cause I'm weighed down by my flaws
I don't want to be a lost cause
I feel like I'm the problem
Why fear change if we change everyday
To think that the pills would make the pain go away
It don't matter if they leave, if they stay cause
I'm still going to feel alone either way
And it seems like everything's my fault
I think I'm right but they tell me I'm wrong
Howcome downfalls the only thing I saw
My as well gouge my eyeballs, and watch as I crawl
Slowly away, let me savor the taste
You forgot about me when you mentioned fame
Yet you sought out me when placing the blame
I'll never fit the frame for the critics acclaim
I was living in shame cuz I'll never be great
Can't face myself, how could I face my fate
I can change my name, can't change my flaws
Have I grown cold or has the world gone soft
I'll do what it takes no matter the cost
Whether I win, or I become washed
When I take that leap they'll just say I fell off, yeah
Whose going to miss me when I'm gone, No one
And when I make it they'll just treat me like a meal ticket
The truth hurts but I'm learning how to deal with it
Say I changed, feel the same, Ion feel different
Got what I want but still feel there's something missing like
I'm trying to figure out why I'm lost
Cause I'm weighed down by my flaws
I don't want to be a lost cause
I feel like I'm the problem
Attention six seconds so I hit them with the flow switch up
Give me your time, give you mine so that you can see the whole picture
Ion know why I still feel alone with them
When I be on the phone with them
It's gettin hard for me to grace my pen
I used to feel alone when I faced my friends
Fans hit me on my phone like I'm better than them
I'm not better than them I was just born with a gift
I ain't ever been good with first impressions
I sucked at life, I had to learn some lessons
Tried taking pills to decrease depression
But I just ended up overly obsessing
On things ion really wanna think about
Got my dreams in my reach
But you won't ever see me reaching out
They used to call me weak, yeah
I wonder what they'd think if they seen me now
Still that lost kid with his head held down
Thrown in the lake saying sink or drown
So lost in thee abyss they'll never hear my sound
Wonder if I'll ever find my way out
I'mma do it all, all by myself
Cause I feel small when I ask for help
Ask me who to call when I'm lost
Tell me how I'm lost cause I'm by myself
LOST CAUSE