The devil tried kill me, was it God's plan
Feeling like Job, I'm a lost man
I spent most of my years on the block
So excuse my hood talk and that bop ma'am
Dad use to give me the belt
Anger that I felt
He use to send me upstairs and I would blame myself
For years I struggled with idea that I would fail
Why you think I work so hard, I can't take an L
Black king, I aint no sterotype
See I picked up the pen and then I buried the knife
Started writing my biography, don't care if it rhyme
You look at life different when you've stare death in its eyes
I love my brothers but they dumb, I cant advice
I had to open up a book, and conversate with the wise
To my opps I'm threat, to my friend I'm kind
That guy stabbed in my back, oh why this love so blind
I lose a little of my soul every line
My bro was running slow, I had leave him behind
Like arguments with bae, she saying make up your mind
I step into the public and say that fine
Like spirit vs flesh, I'm tryna pick me a side
They calling me best, thats why I wrestle with pride
But false humility is what will make me deny
So I walk in my greatness, cos I cannot lie
And I walk in this pain, cos I cannot die
In this little short life you only try
I seen the maddest things happen and I've ask God why
What you think that I got as a reply
Why me and not Kobe Bryant or Gianna his daughter
We crashed on the same night man I know that's trauma
Remember seeing white light, impact was enormous
Body felt like water, like am I crossing the altar
But I'm still breathing
No scratch on me, I must be dreaming
If GOD aint real then what's the reason
If there's breath in you then there's a reason
Yea
That's right, I'm still breathing
No scratch on me, I must be dreaming
If GOD aint real then what's the reason
If there breath in you then there's a reason
Yea yea yea
Paranoia got me praying more
I left the crash untouched that's what my angels for
I lost count of how many times I've broke the law
Thanking God for His grace, pray He change me more
Have you ever found purpose through the pain
Planning for tomorrow make me lose sight of today
I'm calling up my friends just to check if they okay
We securing the bag, need to secure all my mates
Nowadays I'm getting growth pains, I don't feel the same
Use to think I'm able now I feel like Caan
Like jealousy and pride I need to cast away
Need to get up in His presence and consecrate
I use to have a team that gave me excuses
We don't need problems, we just need solutions
People spectating, that hate I rebuke it
Questioning my motives, just check what the fruit is
They gave us religion, had to check what truth is
I don't wanna live life blind no more
Love ain't no feeling, bro, I had to prove it
Man I gotta give mine out some more
They smiling on the gram
But would they like the man I am
When the filters start to fade
And when the caption doesn't bang
I just parked outside my house
Sitting thinking about the plan
Many are they in a man
But its His that will stand
Thats right I'm still breathing
No scratch on me, I must be dreaming
If GOD aint real then what's the reason
If there's breath in you then there's a reason
Yea
That's right, I'm still breathing
No scratch on me, I must be dreaming
If GOD aint real then what's the reason
Can if there breath in you then there's a reason yea
Yea yea yea