Going through the motions of living without you by my side Realizing it's not truly leaving 'cause you are my day and night So I try to call you up and you don't pick up again It's on me, it's on them In the end, I can't fuck up because I've never run Made me sick, you know too much, you can't ask what I've done In the end, I can't fuck up because I'll always run Made me sick, you think too much, you gotta know when it's down I swept the river and the tides away You put me into a smile with your gravity I swept the river and the tides away You're pulling me into the sky with your gravity Going through the motions of leaving without you by my side Realizing it's not truly leaving 'cause you are my day and night In the end, I can't fuck up it 'cause I'm never alone So I try to call you up and you don't pick up again You make me sick, you know too much, you cut us wide So I try to call you up and you don't pick up again In the end, I can't fuck up because I'll always run So I try to call you up and you don't pick up again You make me sick, you think too much, you gotta know when it's done It's only, it's over