They took my past away Everything what meant something to me They tore those from my heart to fill my head with their stupid lies They won't let me sleep What they want is to manipulate my dreams I'm tired every time and I don't care about nothing around Everyday and every night A loaded gun to my mind Tears are fallin' from my eyes I can't get up, they keep me down They uglify my face and turn my life to fuckin' grey They don't want to mark us out from the silent mass what strongly surrounds Their walls are watchin' me They are talkin' to me and controllin' me They are tellin' me what to do To feel myself free in this world Everyday and every night A loaded gun to my mind Tears are fallin' from my eyes I can't get up, they keep me down I'm waitin' for redemption and the eternal dream The end of manipulation gives me personal freedom