Sometimes I get mad that I'm still living, Still here I wanna go back to when I didn't have a name or fear I fall apart, while staying posted on the block Shout out Malone I fall in love easy, cuz I all wants a happy home And now I'm eating, and these hoes still text my phone I wanna fuck, but I know they wont love me the same And who's to blame? what's to gain? My shoes are laced, I'm ready to run away From all my problems and mistake I work alone like Bob Parr, before a family zone It's incredible! I wonder if Ameer had never left the band alone How would I be? My favorite boy band is a shell of what I've known I still love them though I'm still finding ways to speak up for all my beliefs Believing and achieving are two different things What's the reason? I'm achieving little success, and My belief for love is unseen And unknown unknown unknown Turn the lights on I can't see Is this mic on? You hearing me? I can't see myself anymore in the mirror anymore All I want is my friends proud of me If I fly to space this eve Will anyone notice anything? If I say fuck school And make my own rules, will my family still love me? Turn the lights on I can't see Is this mic on? You hearing me? I can't see myself anymore in the mirror anymore All I want is my friends proud of me If I fly to space this eve Will anyone notice anything? If I say fuck school And make my own rules, will my family still love me? Love me Love me Love me