Ima dirty blonde but I'm just being frank
Fuck school, they stop a nigga from his thoughts
Taint
Never lived with the lemons, Beyoncé lemonade, tasting great
Momma wants me in school but I can't and
Y'all relate?
All I dream for is girls with M's in the bank
Effie sang for the people in the back, can't change
Unacceptably not thinking for themselves but duplicate
What they see
On IG or TV, real things
But you self righteous?
You buying crystals to cleanse your temple, you flushing thanks on autopilot
Somethings in the dark water, y'all just crystallite
It's okay
My pasts behind me, moving forward, swerving out the lane I drive in
Fake friends saying go head and give it time then?
Great advice
Nigga I believe in me, that's how I kept my self alive then
Too many nights plotting suicide, when I tried
I fucking failed, I couldn't even get that right
So am I really wrong?
For living in a love In a world to survive?
Call me the Realest Negus to ever try
African Tribe
How can You world or Change game if You die, no matter bad it gets
Nigga Survive
How can You world or Change game if You die, no matter bad it gets
Just Survive
Look, I'm always wrong I can never be right
All these people they be having me tight
The pains the only reason I write
My demons is the only thing that I fight
19 and still scared of heights
Scared to close my eyes in the night
I lost myself when I lost Michael B
Will never be perfect I almost had a couple silent nights
From the gun blast
Good people always come last
I bet he looked away and closed his eyes when the flashed
I grew up thinking I wasn't better then anybody
Lost and confused, I gave my heart to just anybody
I never really understand love, just being honest
Like white folks tryna understand when we speak Ebonics
I'm mentally sick and this cant be killed wit tonics
I can't hang wit my cousins, cuz most of them are convicts
I hate questions like "you still rapping" or "when you dropping"
I guess taking the world hostage my only option
How can You world or Change game if You die, no matter bad it gets
Nigga Survive
How can You world or Change game if You die, no matter bad it gets
Just Survive