I'm In denial, the parties over, it is what it is All I know is the recovery hurts gone hurt like a bitch I'm lighting up my heart for anyone to take a hit I'm in the ocean, mixing potions, just to relax a bit Tragic Giving my life a balance Giving no fucks, no malice I'm having conversations with some people from the past Driving a hard bargain,Then expecting a crash I apologize for my ass, assuming that the shit I did would last We hurt and laugh and I say It is what it is what it is and They say you get it how you live I freeze while being confident and shit but I realized Maybe I'm pushing this shit to quick and Then I realize like maybe, I should back track with this Retrace my steps where I begin Go through the times and see how it all ends and That's how maybe I might be able to live again, I don't know It is what it is Yo