No lie, being with you, the best days I could live
Tender head, at a tender age, who dreamt big
I knew I was ugly but still ain't give a shit
You was the new kid around town, I started crushing quick
(Nervous)
Fake conversation, Easing my way to you
I smile rich, asked for your digits, within minutes we were texting swift
Queen what's your name?
(Dawn Marie)
I said okay, okay, I'm thinking holy shit this girl is gorgeous with a name that makes Heart skip
In love I was within minutes, yes sir
Looking in your eyes while time flies, I'm hugging you I'm missing
Fast forward, being with, the first time we were kissing
Never knew what to do but you taught me how to get and
In that moment, I knew it was worth millions
My bestfriend you were, only problem is that up I grew
I know I know the shit is foo but problems are inevitable
I planned my whole life with you, ya momma loved me too
My freshman days, took me away, I changed our grove, the vibes were lost and
So were you because you moved
Couple months go by, we talking about you and I
Telling me your unhappy and that your dad ain't cool
Saying you wish you never left and that your suicidal blue
Midnight I brush you off, didn't respond cuz I had school and
In the morning momma called me on the bus said I got bad news
Baby it's Marie, calm down, don't scream, we are on our way to you so get your bag Don't go to class
Little did I know, She passed away that night
I hate myself, signs were clear, you needed me but I was weird
I blame myself, I could've changed the outcome but only if I cared more
So lost Fucking lost, fucking lost and unprepared
I see your face and I'm in tears, I still can't sleep, I can't sleep, I get nightmare
(I love you dear)
(I love you dear)
(I love you dear)
Rest in Peace