Saw myself in the night sky
In the night time
I was flying with constellation, in my minds eye
I fell asleep on that hill, during that time I
Dreamt a daring dream of me
Saving hoes blind
Bad thoughts have changed indeed over the course of time
I really think it's right moment to hang up the cape
I pray to god, every night to wash my sins away
I was having long talks with my pain, and the conversation went
Look I know for a long time, you've been brushing off your pain
I know I've put you through some test, but you aren't a mistake
He said to me I'm dirty, planting seeds to bloom, in a flower base
I'm pulling weeds and roots to make up for my past misery, in disarray I'm left
He says
I'm right, I swear to god, he hopes ill never have another heartbreak of depression
I am focus, on my truth I'm not the same, writing poems, to never show them
I would numb myself to change
But despite the past, I had to scream that I'm afraid for once I'm sane
Suicidal, with the thoughts of love coursing through my brain
I had toughened up, despite the trials seasonal like autumn games
Saying goodbye to all, and saying hello to my new sins away
And this isn't just a outro, this is the beginning of a new hope
Feeling like aluminum, I need to feel gold
Promise to remember me when the curtains close
This shit is harder then an intro, so far gone, all alone I'm sprung, your my medicine
And this isn't just a outro, this is the beginning of a new hope
Feeling like aluminum, I need to feel gold
Yea
I'm breaking down the walls anyone's shown
Despite me being sad I think I'm dope
No one guided me or show me the ropes
I had this shit on my own
I think that I got to go strong, pressure yea
Never letting up, work is getting done