Toward to this all Toward to this all Toward to this all Toward to this all I took a pill to fix my youth Id didn't help my dear I got fear which always used to be so real Toward to this all Toward to this all Toward to this all Toward to this all Rich clowns and black tears Completely paid my deal A forged bill that would have done As well as that pill I go Toward to this all Defeatism stole my pain Please guard the door I need to hurt myself again And toward to this all Toward to this all Resilient ego Cries in a taunting way Being divided And where I place a sore The issue laid aside A bee on a tongue