It's like you gotta go in your heart Open up a chamber Now I feel free Yea yoo yoo Stayed in yamboghini high Was there when yamboghini died On acid really lost my mind ASAP every time I think about it all the time I dream about it open eyes I can't deny it seeing signs My momma ask me am I fine My father ask me am I fine I know I'm not but still I rise Have you ever lost your mind I'm going out I stayed inside I'm holding out it ain't my pride I'm losing patience taking time Young god still I rise Feel my pain cannot hide it Not the same they switching sides They say it's always but they lied Aligning stars up in the sky I ain't asking for no favors using everything they gave us That ain't how my nani raised us how the family turn to traitors How my uncle die young And my pops die young Coke money died young Heard the good die young They shot my cousin in the head pushed the other off the roof Still a killer on the loose only god know the truth Out the bottomless pit a lot of problems couldn't follow my friends A lot of hollows where the particles end they fighting charges it be hard To just vent my side dark just as dark as my skin leave my heart in my pen Stayed in yamboghini high Was there when yamboghini died On acid really lost my mind ASAP every time I think about it all the time I dream about it open eyes can't deny it seeing signs My momma ask me am I fine My father ask me am I fine I know I'm not but still I rise Have you ever lost your mind I'm going out I stayed inside I'm holding out it ain't my pride I'm losing patience taking time Young god still I rise All these feelings I describe situations I survived Couldn't even feel the difference all the moments that I cried I ain't asking for forgiveness each and every time I lie Know I took it to the limit if I ever had to try Looked pressie in his eyes he was ready for that ride Calculating quantum physics all that science that applies I Seen Stevie he was gone I ain't never ask you Why Was broken I was torn I ain't even say goodbye Wish I could've had the chance wanna ask you but I can't thought I finally had control But it's slipping thru my hands need direction for my plans Wider setting world a pan Being Better than I am in this never ending dance Stayed at yamboghini high Was there when yamboghini died On acid really lost my mind ASAP every time I think about it all the time I dream about it open eyes can't deny it seeing signs My momma ask me am I fine My father ask me am I fine I know I'm not but still I rise Have you ever lost your mind I'm going out I stayed inside I'm holding out it ain't my pride I'm losing patience taking time Young god still I rise