I wish I grew up in a ghetto I'm having my professors baby I won a million bucks and never told a soul Pretty girls look out to sea And I wish I had lived a different life Your name is tattooed on my ass I go to church just to sing in the choir And I sold a baby imagine that I'm more racist than I chose to admit Never had an orgasm and I'm 30 yrs old Wish someone would jump out of a cake and love me I'm scared most nights when I'm alone I adore the smell of crayon I'm a nurse will someone pay me for sex I beat a man to death when I was 15 And I wish something really awful happens to my ex I have a favorite of my 2 children And I wish I had pursued my dream I don't like my friends and I lie for attention I said I was pregnant so you'd marry me And I will never forgive you I really can't move on and I try I just can't stop myself dancing I'm at my happiest sometimes when I cry And I wish I were beautiful My insecurities they suffocate me I seduced a young priest before his suicide Pretty girls look out to sea