Since 13 I've had the same theme I just keep moving through constant instability No more than 13 months I've spent in the same home I don't get comfortable I'm so Impossible Between these walls I can be hidden They are identical to all the bedrooms I've lived in The days feel long when I don't wanna be alone After all these years I've learned how to call my body home I know I'm afraid of my lonesome days No reason to escape no plan to walk away And while breathing deep making my chest inflate My thoughts are at bay I fall back asleep So I stay awake waiting for the rain Does it even matter what I'm doing anyway Just need to catch my balance And just meet myself where I'm at