You stand so close to me So close that I can't breathe And when I try to speak My lips stick to my teeth And your face is part from now There is of all no doubt And I write since I can't speak Just let my lips be ink Ellipses fill the air From how we stop and stare You make the time stand still Control is at our will I'll see it in the news I'll watch it on the screen These thoughts inside my head Are nothing but a dream The silver lining in your eyes Is nothing more than a disguise I guess I'm really not surprised You still appear to be The child weak at the knees Learning about the world And self-identity And when the seasons change Let someone warm your bones When winter gets its way Reside inside your home Never forget to dance Don't be afraid to sing Well I'm breaking many hearts Just so you won't break me Now find it in the books I'll see it in the clouds Whenever you're in doubt Just spell everything out I'm counting feelings, counting shame I'm weighing options, weighing blame I guess we're really just the same