(I ain't been eating well)
I ain't been eating well
'Lot on my plate like what I'm eating in
Don't get aggy if I'm quiet or
Not talking I'm just secretive
I know my shit is hard while they're all
Coming with that easy shit
My own company's so comforting
Them man just say to much,
That's why I don't have any love for them
They say they're moving quiet
Contradicting by discussing it
Stressing over small
I'm here for bear like I'm hunting it
I'm only choosing one way,
I can see this way too
Don't be arrogant but man
This confidence will save you
A lot of yous are running for
An easy looking lifestyle
If I say I'm planting seeds
Then we ain't running up the same route
I'm at the front of all my thoughts,
Don't let any of them chase you
But if you need to face them
You won't come out with the same views
For me it's what I'm doing's therapeutic, written poetry
But as I'm getting older
I'm the one who's getting chased too
Facing dreams
Don't give a fuck of what they say to me
I'm on the river they're all siding
While they're chasing streams
I'm planting seeds and growing trees
While they a paper fiend
So don't make assumptions
Off an image or what they perceive
Ain't coming beta
You can bet that I'm an alpha cus
My body's looking 30 and
My heads always on A to B
Minds always running
Need myself catch up
But if I think of bad stuff
My head's the one chasing me
Can tell you how I'm different to these man
I want my plaques on the wall
They want their stacks on the floor
We're chasing two different types of paper these days
But if you put us in comparison
Who's actually raw?
I used to be lost,
Now I'm trapped in my thoughts
But this helps me handle as I'm grasping the door
I'm aiming for the top
As I'm standing on flaws
And even when I get there
I'll be asking for more